.me.my life.my future.my choice.my decision.

2005-08-17T16:22:00.000+08:00

funk it

2005-02-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

u sux.

2004-08-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

2004-07-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

hmm..2dae..i was excited to meet my darling in da morning..but......er......
1st,wen i ask him 2 watch exorcist..he didnt wan..he complain of ssum stuff...
i jus keep quiet..'wad a wae to spend our 11month'...tears started 2 roll dwn my cheeks..
but kept quiet...den he wipe my tears wif his towel..wen it was tym 4 assembly,i jus walk off 4rm his sight..
sat quietly..jing xian sumhow cheer me up..gave her a chocolate..didnt concetrate maths..did sum grafitti on my leg..haha
lit,the test okie2 arh..mrs wan take over mr ho..sci test,sum question i aso nehow do...
recess..those hooligans shout2..den the whole canteen aso join in the..'orhh...' whole level kena punish by adam..mas n alex mus stand on the canteen table..muahahaha....squad under the hot sun..'1 finger on ur lips..'lyk wad sey...boring...zzzZzz..den english,we did choral speaking..my narrators r superb...power..~
mly,test lagi..cos i fail the 1st test..so nd 2 do another...60questions..my mly sux man..uat malu sey...den still nd 2 do the mly project..wakaoz...fcuk man..
p.c..we sang audrey a bdae song..HApi bdae AudrEy..!!... den muz do a small cutey little poster on racial harmony..me,ching ting,pearlyn,victor all ksioa...shout2..i do on WORLD peace..haha..n i draw 'where's the love' logo..den the yong ask 2 xplain the thing..mdm lim,scold2 sey...we sing2...she shout at us...'stop singing,i don lyk it..' we all shut up den sing again..haha..she ask us sing tcher dae..den i sae..'4 wad sing 4 cher..??!' all laugh..haha...paisey`..den she sae i noisy..i veri loud..den i argue..the bes p.c lesson eva..!!wen the bell ring..we greet..we shout..'thank u mdm lim n ....er...' sum sae mr yong..2 be accurate onli 2 greet him..den we went out of claz..all 'aww...' hahah...cher kena bully...!! gif dem attitude...esp ching ting..i respect u loos!! woohoo...
after skul my syg wen 2 do dnt wif sazali n rohaizad..i saw fais..he change sey..rajen dier nk blajar..haha..my ex tau..hancem..he cute..amin sae..he change...i agree.. eat wif fiqah n teha..den wen to teen leisure 2 watch exorcist..soo cramp...soo hot!!! the aircon sort dot..i watch halfwae..den go out..4 sum other reasons actually..wen out crying..i wen to the mng table..den hafiz n fadhil ask me y i crying..i jus shut up..i accompany pearlyn 2 caltex den 2 her bus stop..on the wae 2 the bus stop i cried..i told her a-z..he treat me lyk a doll..walk slowly back 2 school wif fateha..she council me abit..den fadhil call me ask wads wrng..i jus keep quiet..den he ask me where's my darling..i jus sae i don noe..den walk off..sit 4 while..den went hm...on the wae out..the bdae gerl ...' 3oclok arh..' i jus gif a slight smyle.hafiz wave at me n ask 2 take care...i sat at the bus stop infrnt of our skul frm abt 2.20 to 3.40...fadhil,hafiz n another guy walk past..dey sae bye..fadhil was jk arnd i tink ask me if i would lyk him 2 send me hm..den he ask me 2 tell my sweetie 2molo 3.30..soccer i tink..den i rplied..he was shock..'eh..bleh ckp dier?' i jus smyle..den dey walk off..how sweet of dem.den went hm.........
dats my dae....
** my heart ache everytime u sae i love u..`
...peace out...

2004-07-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

haix..2nd post of the dae..soo boring~ 2molo got test..sci,chpt 9..comfirm i fail..mrs yue thinks highly of my claz..haix..lit test aso..my abg rizal msg me jus now..nowadaes,he alwaes noe if something bothering me..dnt nd i sae..he's werking..den nv msg me..haix..***dont miz me hor..*** our fav line..haha...kie2 la..i waiting 4 sm1 msg..chow..peace out..

2004-07-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

hey ya..hmm..soo long i nv blog oredi uh?
my bro arh..now alwaes use the compt..i aso lazy 2 wait...
let me make a brief summary 4 the past few daes..
mon..english common test..i wrote abt.....'i feel lyk im the luckiest prson alive..' ngarot sey..
tues..i went hm early..got doctor appointment..lyk wad sey..the doctor sae..im 100% okie.. :)
wed..hmm..got alot 2 wryte..eat after school..den wen 2 caltex wif the m.n.g..funni sey..laugh2 all the wae..me n ching ting loos..haha..at the caltex..i look for pocky..den cant find..i shout soo loud..'eh..no pocky arh??' den qin zhen show me where..make me paisey,shout so loud..i bought lays aso..bbq..i bought 2 pckt..1 i share2 wif fateha,pearlyn-ny n loos..another pckt i gave loos..den went back 2 school..share my strawberry pocky arnd..went all the wae to share wif my bloved abg rizal..erniza,iqah...den..went back wif iqah n fateha..1st send erniza 2 her bus stop..den walk all the wae 2 wm..along the wae..tok2..abt ms.bitch..a.k.a widya...tok2 stuff..well,i've concluded dat..she nice sey..she veri easy-going..ez to tok 2..friendly..swit..den took mrt to cck..went 2 lot1,took sum prints..nice u noe..xcept abt mebi 2??haha..don wan 2 tok abt it..**dnt show ne1 tau** dnt make me malu..
the rest is nice..den she took the train hm..i take 190..fateha took 300..dats exactly how my dae was..den went hm..internet dwn..stupid sey..
jus now in claz........hmm...maths i the noisiest..cher ask quest all i ans...shout2...she ask do work..i dwn dere shouting..'walao wei...'...ezan laugh..yusri botak!! haha..funni...he n zhang yan during maths,sing lagu children dae..'sama2 maju kehadapan.......' lit,i wan 2 waste tym..so halfwae during the lesson..'role-play..' cher..i having..shh..'menstruation..' den he was lyk..okie2..faster go..dnt nd pass..jus go..me n fateha..laugh..waste almost 30mins..walk2..sit at the toilet..den wen came back..i slip..sci i slept 4 awhile..me,vic,yus n zhang yan..soo tired lex..cos morning p.e run 2.4km..i fail..2dae i no mood run..cos reli my pipe bocor..2nd dae..faham2 je..after skul..stay back wif fiqah..wait till 1.55..den my darling baby go hm..take his soccer boot wif sazali..i went hm wif fateha..dunno wats wrng wif her sey..quiet onli..dunno arh..2molo my 11months!!!!!!!!yea!!soo hapi!!!
i dnt regret suffering..2molo teenz leisure showing exorcist..or isit how u spell it..i wanna watch wif my sweetie..i love him soo much..but i tink he doesnt noe dat..he alwaes make me cry..haix...but im willing to sacrifice the pain i suffer 4 u..i sket2,cry till my eyes swallon,u treat me lyk doll..i will still uphold my promise..cos i love u..but i wont force u 2 love me...i miz ur kishes n huggies..
2molo fairuz n danial 4months..congrats gerl..ahhh...i just rmember an event dat happen in school.........jus now during recess the 1tc gerls were crying.....i was lyk wondering y sey...den i aso xtra2 sardine myself in...sabrina,ros,amirah dey were all crying..i comfort sabrina 1st...den i ask amirah wads wrng..it was bcos dat bloody salriah...she suX!!!! she stole the claz fund money,jogathan card money if im not wnrg...den all the other gerls were blame...she sae it was oredi a police case..salriah don wan 2 admit...bloody hell...den if she doesnt..all will be sent 2 gerls hm..sabrina was so piss off wif her i tink...i tried to comfort her n amirah...infact the whole gang was in tears...pity dem sey...ros cried the worst....fcuk dat salriah..den amanda ask me wads wrng wif dem...i told her...den she ask dem to calm dwn...the truth will be reveal soon...at last,jus lyk wd amanda sae...semue slamat...c their hapi ********* faces again...den a gerl told me,salriah admited 2 her crime...send to gerl's home..according to wad she sae....haha.....hapi sey...she got alot of case dat bloody nk-step-jambu-babi....serve her...ishh...im soo pissed wif her too...klau kene bantai...bgos arh!!!dulu ckp taufiq 4tc,abg angkt dier..step sey...men baju larh..aper arh..sports dae kene kacau..diam siket..sheesh..soo angry lex......
i hope the upper sec win todae soccer match..dear,im sori i wasnt dere 2 support u...u noe y rite...ahh..jus now i saw 1 of my ex,ozal...im wondering wad happen 2 his hand....i tink he fracture it or smthing...kcian sey...da cacat...hehe...kie2 larh...i wanna do sum other stuff 1st...chow...

2004-07-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

moRniNg~~
still thinkg abt tcher's dae..cant blieve 4rm where i dig out my confidence 2 dance..haha..waiting 4 puteri n nadia msg..jus hope dey'll agree 2 it..we haf sum of yiss bes dancers u noe..
yutong,lanzi both 4rm contemporary dance..takot u~~
still got abt 3wks+ to the audition..cant wait 2 c dis yr prformance although i noe last yr peeps are betta..faziz n gang.dey dance last yr..superb~~ all the sec4nt last yr,aizat gang...dikir barat...power to the seniors!!
dis yr sec4 not as 'ksiao' as lasy yr..soo the boring..we sec2 make more noise den dem..sports dae aso dey soo quiet..sec3 yg lead the noise..
sianz..

2004-07-18T08:43:00.000+08:00

2004-07-17T11:58:00.000+08:00

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
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2004-07-17T10:17:00.000+08:00

Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
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2004-07-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

...kinda not in the mood the whole dae...
fight wif dear...so kinda pissed off wif mi self...early in the morning,during assembly,i cried..n my frens tried cheer me up..pearlyn remind me of wad i sae sum tym ago,'guys r bastards'..jing xian,my beloved patner told me...'dnt let ur feelings affect ur studies..'...well..at claz,haiza,ching ting,yusri ask me wad was wrng wif me..ananbelle aso ask me y i quiet the whole dae..usually i craze arnd,shout2,laugh2..sori guyz..not in da mood 2dae..
hmm..den zhang yan throw a bottle hit me directly..he's 1 of my closest fren in claz soo didnt care much..during p.c bloody yong...he ask me read poems about kind deeds..so i read lorh..read as if i going to die lyk dat..sngaje..ching ting n pearlyn aso laugh..den i throw my tantrum in claz..sae he unfair,bias,racist..he nothing to sae,change subjct....fcuk u ytf..kol him names,cannot take it complain adam..small matter aso complain adam..mr adam lazy to entertain ask to write apology letter..write but not sincere not point rite?LamEr..! cannot take us nemore..leave larh..kol ur self co-form..kinda pissed off wif a so-kol fren aso..she arh..cannot truz her..regreted..'u need me den look 4 mi,if not ignore lyk as if i dnt exist..enuf of u..dnt look 4 me nemore...help u alot but dis is wad i get in rturn..fancy calling u my fren..kNn..'
stop here for now...take care u guyz..peace out...

2004-07-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

My uNcLE zUL..sUDi bErkEnALaN ne1..?coNtaCt mE..

2004-07-15T18:07:00.000+08:00

hey yA..wassup peeps..
my damn compt giving trouble..cant listen to songs..n im suppose to do a song remix 4 teacher's dae..phatetic sey..we gonna try 2 dance..hope we can make it..
im asking sum of the sec1s to join..i jus hope dey will..hope soo..jus gotta hope 4 the bes...mebi puteri?atiqah?..well..if any of u guyz out dere r interested..kol mi..no haf my no.?mSn..hYfan23@hotmaIL.coM..
Hmm..guess wad..
im soo hapi...i got a new fren..hehe..well..i tink i treat her lyk my adq arh..ahahkz..but im serious..i misjudge her..tot she those kind action2..kerek2...but i misjudge her...stupid arent i..?
gtg..update it a.s.a.p..peace out~

2004-07-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

..finnaly..
hmm..2dae?school was dreadful..
mon time past damn ssllooww...2priods of eng n mly..
sci was okie..i tink..don lyk the topic she teaching now..electricity..i prefer bio den physics..damn..
geog?sux!fcuk dat bamboo..i didnt do 5questions,send 2 star..common larh..wtf man?atleast the rest i do..i bother 2 try aso..
mrs lychee giving birth 2dae mebi..at hospt..i was soo hapi knowing she wasnt in school..
haha.. :) bully mdm.lim..victor n yusri did a role play how she was giving birth..haha..funny man!
me n ching ting..laugh our heart out..give stupid name 4 the baby..Lai ah mAo,Lai ah hAO,Lai cUn mIn,wILLiaM Lai..
haha!! mrs yue didnt wan 2 tell us the lychee at wad hospital cos don wan us make chaos at the hospt..'u think u tell me she at which hospt,i bother go c her arh?' i rplied..
english,hmwk alot sey...hmm...i update later kie?? chOw..
LurvE u BAbe~ ..dedicated to sm1 special..

2004-07-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

My cuzZinS..cUte uHx?
yEa..Lyk mI..HahA..nO shAMe.. =X
Dis pic TaKEn oN 1 of oUr hOlidAe advenTurE at bUgiS.

2004-07-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

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2004-07-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

hM.sori havent update past few daes..didnt haf the tym to even on the compt.hmwk!damn.
Tuesdae,29.06
hMm.okie2 larh.until i was ask my bamboo lim to copy 3 whole chapter cos i didnt bring my txtbk on mon.bloodyhell she reject my reason.alot sey.she said we have to atleast finish 1/2 a chapter by assembly.luckily im done by assembly.i did not nd 2 stay wif mr.adam!actually i dint copy all,skip few lines,few paragrph..assembly was damn boring..no2..that's not the word..its LAME!!!..'ring of unity.'somthing lyk dat larh..
On wednesdae,i wen for a sexuality tok..the tok okie2 lorh..but at sum parts the pics reli disgust the freak out of me..criously..disgusting..the sTds..imagine blisters on the cock..eee..gerls out dere,wadeva u do,think of the consequences..n the sec1 gerls,puteri n gang,bhind me..'eee..geli siak..slimy2..' lost my appetite 2 eat..tok abt BGR..fun..cos i make the most jokes..haha..'Love shouldnt hurTs.'
On thursdae,yiss celebrated youth dae..sum of the items put up by the teachers nice..but sum were boring..we got to c most of their children photo..some veri cute..hancem,preti..sum frm thin,macho2 den now fat.haha..the theme of dis yr concert is..'now n then'.sum of the chers was wearing their secondary school uniform.but dis yr mr.adam didnt dance!! last he dance cute..funny..dis yr most boring item was a 'play' put up my the mt department..under the sea..wtf man..mr.namdi sing nice!!mrs.soh..wif the song shut up..haha..damn funi..macarena..all those old2,retro stuffs..mr.koh was acting..'coOL..' ..you're the man..last yr concert was betta..dis yr SUX!!!!!!!!!
2dae..okie2..lyk alwaes..no diff frm other normal daes..xcept p.C..i got credits..haha..the tok was on anger management..
kie2 la..till here 2dae..chOw.

2004-06-28T18:35:00.001+08:00

You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
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2004-06-28T18:23:00.000+08:00

1st dAe oF sKuL.?
kSiaO.jOsepH chAngE.yoNg chAngE.NEw maThs cHEr sUx.LaI-cYEe sTiLL tHE sAme.mR.aDam cUt hAiR,cute!sKInhEaD.muAhaha.i LauGh2.toK2.aS aLwAeS.fAteHA-hOspItAl.im hApi 2 c EvrYboDy.!
hAiRuL,aPpRoaCh mE.hAncEm.fEndi,wAve aT mE.hAha.mY sYg,mAke mE sMyLe.hIs dAmN sWiT.LoOk aT hIm eAt,cUte!!
hElp sYAfiqAh wif hEr bLog.aLl done iN pInK.yAHidA wAn mLy tKbK,wKbK 2B 2mOLo.LiT hMWk nOt done.2mOlo aSseMbLy.aTtiRe cHecK.
pUt iT aLL 2gEthEr,mY ratInG..hMm.fUn!!

2004-06-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

2dae..i woke at 10,gErL^mNg~cT a.k.a ching ting msg me..2e2 new timetable is officialy out..deres good news n bad news..
bAd^^ p.E is after morning ritual,if we r having mass run on dat dae as in the priod b4,confirm all flat.Maths,MEBI i heard mr.koh is gonna be teaching.SHIT!but i noe deres gonna be a new,so called xprience cher.
gOoD** deres gonna be music,tot by sum new cher i guess,Gooi TC.hu sia?Lit,after tons of complaints,we finally got a new lit cher,Alex Ho.haha.n lastly,2e2 is free frm Z GOH^^.our art cher is a new cher,K Chia n CME is gonna be tot my ms.widya.yiPee~! tO all the new cher,hopefully u can handle 2e2,i jus hope 4 the bes.hopefully ms.widy is betta than mr goh lorh.haha.kie la.wanna do hmwk.2 all of u out dere.good luck 4 the upcoming semester.peace out.

2004-06-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

woke up at abt 10..my syg kol..he's going 2 hospt..haix..
WTF man?!! portugal won?! damn it..fcuk~ i stay up all the wae 2 watch the match..slipy..zzZzz..2 mi,portugal scored the penalty is by luck..
C.ronaldo look lyk gay man wif those earings..but he soo cute..!! beckham,hansem!! but..wad happen sey?he miz the penalty..
4get it larh..hmmm..at abt 7 or 8+,abg disturb me..portugal win.. sheesh man..n lyk b4 i woke up,hairul left.his a nice guy sey..swit,gentlemen..haha.sHHhhhHH...kie la..gtg..swimming..chiaO..

2004-06-25T01:53:00.000+08:00

1.53am..i waiting patiently 4 england match later..hehe..kinda bored..my bro's fren,hairul at my place frankly speaking, his hansem..haha..sHhhh...both wen jogging i think..not sure..early in the morn,wen jogging??strange?but true..well,guys..nothing can stop em'..my guy kol me at abt 12+,saying dat he's at hospt?i was lyk..'huh..???' he's bradder wad admitted..i guess cos he,keep changing wad he sae everi 2mins..but wadeva he sae 1st,is wad it is..er..'get well soon ya..dnt make me n ur bro wori kie??' 35more mins till the showdwn..i wonder y aint i slipy 2dae..?going swimming at hillsyd later..hehe..luckily my 'red zone' stop in tym..well..till here 4 now,wanna go xpole arnd 'town..' choW..pEaCe sAmA Lu.~

2004-06-24T12:55:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
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2004-06-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

been bz lately..well,ystrdae nite got 1 hell of a big prob..ah,hack care..my hwk still not completed yet..lazy arh..lit,eng,sci,mly..'hwk is ur passport 2 claz' mr.adam's line,heard it since last yr..my compt,sort..so,cant do anything much..hmm..ystrdae..
my 10 mnths anniversary wif my darling..we wen to town 4 a whilemet amanda dere,,wen to surfbabe,flash n splash @ wisma,roxy,quiksilver looking 4 my bro's thingy..but couldnt find it.at last,wen 2 pacific plaza bought sumthing 4rm roxy..den walk2..got a drink at mc'd.den wen hm,b4 dat eat at a fancy 'restaurant' haha..den walk2 again,den he send me hm..he's so swit..lurve him...gtg,chow..

wAd tHe fUck..?!

2004-06-22T10:47:00.000+08:00

yesterdae my compt was okie,right after my dad use it at nite,most of the programs was deleted..onli left sum soul survivor..worst of all,my real 1 player was gone too..'mute' all the wae..haix..wad did he do man..??i hope he get dis compt the wae it was a.s.a.p. i cant even change my template bcos the wordpad,note-pad,microsoft word are all gone,cant open the html thingy..i'll update it soon..**sayang,good luck 4 yer soccer match..i love u hubby** peace out..

finally..got dis done..

2004-06-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

woohoo..finally i got dis thing done..after losta try..i've got it..dnt noe wad made me not to gif up..last wk of sch holidaes..havent finish njoying my self..tons of hwk..jus finish sci project.still got english,mly..wad to do?jus haf 2 accept the fact..guess wad..i jus discovered the true heart of sm1..damn..he nice..seriously..but too bad..i've got mine..well,i'll update dis thingy soon..still got lots 2 do..peace out..